The Perfect Embodiment

Sorry for the lack of updates. I have been lazying around and trying to rest. Unfortunately, I am not sleeping as well as I should be. I woke up at 4 am last night and it has been like that for like 2 weeks now. Probably more. Today I sent an email to Preven, which is a government agency that deals with birth control and stuff (basically they help you pay for the methods), inviting them to our health fair on Thursday. I already got a confirmation from the Red Cross that they're attending the fair. I am also in charge of making the cakes to give to the guests. I hope tomorrow some of the people in my class give me the boxes of cake mix and frosting to make them. I also need to buy an extra baking pan so I could bake two cakes at the same time. Anyways, last Saturday my boyfriend was able to call me. He sounded a lot better than before although he is still on probation. He is supposed to come back this Saturday, if all goes well. I hope to see him soon. I miss him even though he's annoying sometimes. I guess I'm still not used to being with someone like this. I'm not good with relationships. Not even good with friendships. Ugh, I just want to finish classes and study for the nursing test. I hope to pass that damn thing in one shot and get my license and eventually a good job.