So Sorry

Jun. 23rd, 2015 12:31 pm
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Terribly sorry for the lack of updates here. Our internet service has been real shit lately. We've been having issues since the 14th of June and these people have the worst customer service now since they switched companies. Hopefully today a technician will come and check the lines (which I doubt). Also, we have no power, yay! The service has been out since 4 pm yesterday and nothing yet. I tried calling them all day yesterday but the call wouldn't get through. I guess they decided to not pick up the phones. They can't be bothered to do much because they hate their job, apparently. It took me an hour in a half to get through to them today. Supposedly they're fixing the problem. I think not. I despise this island and the horrible government we have.

Anyways, about to eat lunch I guess. Not sure what to cook yet. But I have to eat something or else I'm going to feel sick since my glucose levels have been spiking low lately. Doctor said I should eat 6 times a day: 3 meals and 3 snacks. I'm trying but I can't eat if I'm not hungry. Yesterday I had a nutella frozen yogurt and I was sick afterwards. I'm not sure what happened, but I was throwing up most of the afternoon thanks to that. At least I felt a lot better in the evening and was able to do my exercises without a problem.

Yesterday I received my three subscription boxes! I got from Loot Crate, 1Up Box and Kawaii Box. The Loot Crate and 1Up box had great goodies. I wasn't signed up for Loot Crate, however I did win one box from Dlive's charity stream. I don't really like Loot Crate since the stuff that comes in the boxes don't interest me. This box was amazing though. I may consider subscribing sometime later. The only box that was a little disappointing was the Kawaii Box. I don't think it's worth the price for what comes inside. Lots of cute things, but they can be bought elsewhere for cheaper. I did order a second box though and I hope it was just a bad month for them. I hope...I made a reviews blog where I will try to review stuff from now on. I am no expert at writing a beautiful, amazing review but I will give my honest opinion on stuff and put up pictures. You can find my new blog here.

I guess I'll post up pictures from my past 1Up Boxes since I got the stuff together and took some photos of them (by some I mean a lot). This way you guys can get an idea of what awesome goodies come in them each month.


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I spent the whole morning fixing my laptop. It had so many spyware/adware/malware that I was shocked. I have no idea how all of that junk got into my PC, maybe the guy who fixed it downloaded crap. But I fixed it and it's working fine. I also cleaned up dad's laptop and updated his drivers, so it's working a lot better too.

We had two cats hanging out in our backyard today. It seemed to be a mother cat with her baby kitten. They were laying about in some of dad's PVC pipes, chilling in the shade. I put a bowl of cold water and fed them some tuna. I think they were very happy. Hopefully they'll come by tomorrow again. I'll get some cat food and put it away for them when they decide to visit. I wish I could keep them, but I have too many pets to care for at the moment. Plus, dad would kill me.

I worked out for 40 minutes tonight while watching Ghost Adventures on Hulu Plus. I don't understand why people hate Hulu. I like it. The commercials are very short compared to what you see on television, so there's no need to complain. I like it a lot more than Netflix. It has more stuff on it plus a ton of anime.

I'm quite tired tonight so I'll go to bed early. I really want to finish watching The First 48 but I am falling asleep. I completely forgot what I was going to do now...I have such a horrible short-term memory!
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Today I went out with dad. We bought a few things at the hardware store. He bought me a blender! I'm so happy because I've always wanted one. Now I can make smoothies and stuff. He also got me heavy duty carpets for my SUV so the original ones don't get dirty. After that we got frozen yogurt then came home. I worked out for 30 minutes today since the previous day I had done 60 minutes. I really hope I'm making progress. I feel great about myself (emotionally and mentally). I'll be upset though if my weight hasn't changed much.

I got my laptop back but I doubt I'll be able to play Smite anymore. I need to get a better cooling pad for it. I'll buy it soon. Then when I start working I can get a better PC.

Anyways, nothing much has happened. Washed my hair and now I'm watching Investigation Discovery. They have some shows on Ted Bundy. It may sound weird, but I like stuff about true crimes. Anything to do with psychology or psychiatry are my favorite things. And paranormal subjects as well.
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 I am not going to be talking so openly about my personal thoughts anymore, as there are people who dislike what I write about...even though it's MY blog, my facebook, my twitter. If you do not like what I write about, get the hell out. Simple. Everyone vents when they are angry, sad, depressed, etc. Why can't I do the same? But whatever. As I said, if you don't like it then don't read it.
 
Today I worked out earlier and studied some for my final nursing exam on Wednesday. Possibly will study some more later on. I want to do good on this test since it's worth 75% of the class I believe. In other words, if I don't pass it I won't graduate. I want to graduate and get away from that university. I also want to get everything together and get my provisional license so I can work. 
 
Today I realized that nobody is going to help me except myself. No professional, no friends, no family. Just me. I have accepted everything in my life. I have accepted that mom is no longer here physically. I have accepted that I will never be a stick figure. I have accepted change and I will achieve it, with or without you. Don't come tell me that you care and you wish to help. No you don't. If you did, you would have been there from the start. I don't need any of you, I can do this on my own. I will show you all that I am strong. And when you finally see this change, I will no longer accept YOU in my life.
 
Don't be "alarmed" by what I write or how I act. I'll be fine. I am fine. I am at peace and I am positive. Those who try to bring me down can just move along. Like I said, I don't need  you in my life.
 

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