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Title: Little Miss Chaos
Characters: Sadira, Kai, Uru, Selene
Rated: PG-13 (language)

Kai and Uru crossed the street to their favorite bar. Entering and looking around for some fun tonight, Kai frowned as his vision caught sight of her. Giving his friend a small nudge on the arm to get his attention, he inched closer to Uru. "Well, look who it is. Little Miss Chaos and her friend." Kai was of course referring to Sadira and her friend, Selene. Though he got quite along well with the latter, he and Sadira were a whole different story. Throughout the years that they've known each other, she seemed to derive pleasure from making his life miserable. That was why he nicknamed her Little Miss Chaos.

Uru rolled his eyes and shrugged. He was starting to get frustrated with this situation. "I'm going to put you and Sadira into a room so you can solve your..." he stopped, trying to decide whether or not he should just complete the sentence. Kai looked at him, tilting his head to the side and raising an eyebrow, "Solve our what?" he asked. Finally decided, Uru blurted the words out, "Your sexual frustrations, that's what." He looked at Kai, shock plastered on his face. "Why would you even say that?! There is no sexual frustration or whatever the hell you're trying to insinuate. There's nothing between us." Glaring at his friend, he walked past him and towards the bar, taking a seat on one of the stools.

Uru came up beside him, sitting on the stool next to Kai. "Look Kai, just admit it. You have the hots for her. I mean, sure she's a pain in the ass sometimes, but that's just how you like it. You want her and I'm sure as hell that she wants you too." Kai sat there quietly trying to make sense of what his friend was saying. As much as he hated to admit it, Uru was right. He did want Sadira. She was everything he desired in a woman: beauty, intelligence, a good sense of humor and that bitchy attitude. A woman like her would know how to treat him and how to love him. She would know exactly what to do to him.

His body tensed as the sudden images of her beautiful naked body under his flashed in his head. 'The things I would do to you,' he said to himself. Kai was so entranced by his thoughts that he failed to hear everything Uru was saying. "Hey Kai, wake up!" Uru punched him playfully on the arm. "Having dirty thoughts about Little Miss Chaos?" he chuckled. Kai sighed and looked down at his drink. "You're right, Uru. I guess the only reason I keep treating her this way is because I'm fighting with my feelings for her. I want her, but I'm afraid that I won't be good enough for her."

Uru frowned and looked at his friend. He knew that what Kai was saying was complete bullshit. "Stop fucking around and ask her out already. You're not a bad guy, no matter how much of a tryhard badass you make out to be." he chuckled.

Kai smirked and let out a chuckle. Uru was right. He was a good guy deep down inside. Feeling confident, he decided to give it a go. "You're right again, Uru. I'm gonna ask Sadira out and make her the happiest woman in this god damned world." Kai brought the glass up to his lips and gulped down his drink. He set the glass back onto the counter, stood up and started walking towards the table where Sadira and Selene were seated at. Uru watched him and shook his head slowly, laughing to himself, "This is going to be an interesting night."
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 So um, I had a bad day. It all started over a lousy cable and dad kicking my bunny's cage with my bunny inside. I mean, I know it's annoying when the rabbit eats through the cables, but it's not like they know better. There was absolutely no reason to do what he did. It is disgusting. He doesn't care about anything but himself. If I did that to his fish, I would have been dead. But yeah, whatever. I'm just so done. I just decided to not listen to whatever he was saying. It makes things easier.
I worked out my anger on the treadmill. I didn't even bother speaking to him. There's a lot of stuff that I will never forgive him for. This was just another one to that list.
Anyways, on Thursday my friend is going to cut my hair. I wanted to let it grow longer but I just can't take it. I want a change. I want to just wash my hair and not worry about fixing it. Or just picking it up in a ponytail and move on. I can also manage it easier when I want to flatiron it. 
I'm supposed to get my new keyboard tomorrow for the laptop. I hope that fixes the issues that it's having, if not, well fuck. But I'm hoping for the best. Also, my Tokyo Ghoul wallscroll is supposed to arrive tomorrow as well...hopefully.
Well, I should take a nice hot shower and pretend to go to bed and just listen to music. I just want everything to exit my thoughts. Everything negative to just leave me alone.


Jul. 11th, 2015 09:49 pm
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Title: Missing
Characters: Sadira & Kai
Note: Completely fictional and original characters. Story based on actual feelings.

Sadira stands on the rooftop and looks down at the city below. So many lights brighten up the night. She can see people still walking along the streets, lovers passing by holding hands and laughing. Her heart aches, the sadness evident on her face. She missed him. She missed the man who had stolen her heart at the tender age of 16.

A faint smile spreads across her lips as she remembered those days with her beloved Kai. Her stomach turned into knots the first time she had seen him. He was tall with long black hair and dark eyes. He was the 'bad boy' type, his body covered in tattoos and piercings. She always saw him as a walking canvas. His attitude was that of a jokester, but even though he was a reckless troublemaker, he was always kind to her. He would always be there for her when she needed him, always made her laugh when she needed a pick-me-up. She thought they would always remain together, yet fate had a different plan.

Sadira sat at the ledge of the building, looking up at the star-filled night-sky. Her and Kai would come up here to look at the stars. They would lay there without speaking a word, their bodies doing all of the talking for them. She bit her lower lip and felt her face flush as she remembered those moments. Kai had made feel safe, he made her feel whole.

She stood up to leave when she heard a faint noise. Looking around trying to find the source of the sound, she could see nothing but darkness. "It must me my imagination" she said to herself. Suddenly, the silhouette of a person comes into sight. They were tall and slender, and they were walking towards her.

Sadira tensed, her body not wanting to budge from where it stood. As the figure comes into sight, her heart pounds faster in her chest. She couldn't do much to conceal the smile on her face. It was him and he looked as beautiful as ever. "Do you miss me as much as I've missed you?" His voice was the same as she'd remembered: calm and soothing. She tries to speak but nothing comes out. Instead, she stands there silently watching as Kai comes closer to her. "So did you?" he asks again, the ever so present smirk on his lips. He looks into her eyes, patiently awaiting an answer. All Sadira could do was nod a yes to him.

Kai stands in front of her, his warm breathe on her skin. He slowly wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her closer to his body. She gives in easily, laying her head on his chest. He lowers his head and kisses her forehead, whispering softly to her "I love you, Sadira. I've always have and always will."

She smiles and looks up at him, standing on her tippy-toes to place a soft kiss on his lips, "So do I."

First Sight

Jul. 8th, 2015 12:40 am
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She sits at the table looking through the newspaper while patiently waiting for her drink. Slowly, her gaze moves upwards towards him. He sits alone at the bar, his eyes looking down at his glass, his thoughts lost within the liquid. He looks lonesome, hopeless. He seems to be waiting for someone or something that will never come.

Deep down her heart aches for him. All she can do is watch him and give silent comfort. Her drink arrives. The waitress smiles and says something that falls on deaf ears. She lifts the glass to her lips and takes a sip, the taste is bitter to her mouth. Is it because she is saddened by his presence? She knows not except that she wishes to hold him closely. Suddenly he rises, walking towards the exit. His eyes fall on hers, a half smile on his face as he walks past her.

That night all she could think about was the lonely stranger at the bar. She falls asleep, smiling to herself as she dreams about something she can never have.
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