So Sorry

Jun. 23rd, 2015 12:31 pm
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Terribly sorry for the lack of updates here. Our internet service has been real shit lately. We've been having issues since the 14th of June and these people have the worst customer service now since they switched companies. Hopefully today a technician will come and check the lines (which I doubt). Also, we have no power, yay! The service has been out since 4 pm yesterday and nothing yet. I tried calling them all day yesterday but the call wouldn't get through. I guess they decided to not pick up the phones. They can't be bothered to do much because they hate their job, apparently. It took me an hour in a half to get through to them today. Supposedly they're fixing the problem. I think not. I despise this island and the horrible government we have.

Anyways, about to eat lunch I guess. Not sure what to cook yet. But I have to eat something or else I'm going to feel sick since my glucose levels have been spiking low lately. Doctor said I should eat 6 times a day: 3 meals and 3 snacks. I'm trying but I can't eat if I'm not hungry. Yesterday I had a nutella frozen yogurt and I was sick afterwards. I'm not sure what happened, but I was throwing up most of the afternoon thanks to that. At least I felt a lot better in the evening and was able to do my exercises without a problem.

Yesterday I received my three subscription boxes! I got from Loot Crate, 1Up Box and Kawaii Box. The Loot Crate and 1Up box had great goodies. I wasn't signed up for Loot Crate, however I did win one box from Dlive's charity stream. I don't really like Loot Crate since the stuff that comes in the boxes don't interest me. This box was amazing though. I may consider subscribing sometime later. The only box that was a little disappointing was the Kawaii Box. I don't think it's worth the price for what comes inside. Lots of cute things, but they can be bought elsewhere for cheaper. I did order a second box though and I hope it was just a bad month for them. I hope...I made a reviews blog where I will try to review stuff from now on. I am no expert at writing a beautiful, amazing review but I will give my honest opinion on stuff and put up pictures. You can find my new blog here.

I guess I'll post up pictures from my past 1Up Boxes since I got the stuff together and took some photos of them (by some I mean a lot). This way you guys can get an idea of what awesome goodies come in them each month.


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I spent the whole morning fixing my laptop. It had so many spyware/adware/malware that I was shocked. I have no idea how all of that junk got into my PC, maybe the guy who fixed it downloaded crap. But I fixed it and it's working fine. I also cleaned up dad's laptop and updated his drivers, so it's working a lot better too.

We had two cats hanging out in our backyard today. It seemed to be a mother cat with her baby kitten. They were laying about in some of dad's PVC pipes, chilling in the shade. I put a bowl of cold water and fed them some tuna. I think they were very happy. Hopefully they'll come by tomorrow again. I'll get some cat food and put it away for them when they decide to visit. I wish I could keep them, but I have too many pets to care for at the moment. Plus, dad would kill me.

I worked out for 40 minutes tonight while watching Ghost Adventures on Hulu Plus. I don't understand why people hate Hulu. I like it. The commercials are very short compared to what you see on television, so there's no need to complain. I like it a lot more than Netflix. It has more stuff on it plus a ton of anime.

I'm quite tired tonight so I'll go to bed early. I really want to finish watching The First 48 but I am falling asleep. I completely forgot what I was going to do now...I have such a horrible short-term memory!
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Today I went out with dad. We bought a few things at the hardware store. He bought me a blender! I'm so happy because I've always wanted one. Now I can make smoothies and stuff. He also got me heavy duty carpets for my SUV so the original ones don't get dirty. After that we got frozen yogurt then came home. I worked out for 30 minutes today since the previous day I had done 60 minutes. I really hope I'm making progress. I feel great about myself (emotionally and mentally). I'll be upset though if my weight hasn't changed much.

I got my laptop back but I doubt I'll be able to play Smite anymore. I need to get a better cooling pad for it. I'll buy it soon. Then when I start working I can get a better PC.

Anyways, nothing much has happened. Washed my hair and now I'm watching Investigation Discovery. They have some shows on Ted Bundy. It may sound weird, but I like stuff about true crimes. Anything to do with psychology or psychiatry are my favorite things. And paranormal subjects as well.
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Today was my graduation from UMET but I didn't go. It was at 8 am in San Juan. We had to be there at around 7:30 am which would be impossible...So instead dad took me to Sizzler's for dinner. We had the buffet plus ordered a side dish of shrimps. They were pretty good. I wish they had a wider variety in the buffet though. They always have the same menu, which gets boring. But we had a good time and we couldn't even breathe or move afterwards. I didn't really eat much to be honest. However, I had 2 large glasses of iced tea which is fine, I've been drinking plenty of water, no juice and definitely no soda. After I got home, I waited 2 hours and did 40 minutes of exercise. Feeling great.

Yesterday I got to hang out with Allison. We went to the movies to watch Insidious Chapter 3. It was a cool movie with plenty of jump scares and disturbing images. I never watched Insidious Chapter 2, so I have to see that one soon. I really want to go see Jurassic World. I hope it's a good one. Also can't wait to see Sinister 2. Now that movie is amazing.
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Today I woke up feeling like hell because last night I was so hyper and couldn't sleep. I think I feel asleep at around 4 am and only because I forced myself. I got up at 12 pm and ate some tortillas with cheese, then had an applesauce for a snack. For lunch I had some cereal. I did 30 minutes of exercise on the treadmill. I wanted to do more but I was very exhausted and decided not to push myself. However, I did exercise for 50 minutes yesterday so it's fine to me. Hopefully tonight I could get better rest and do 40-50 minutes exercise tomorrow.

I have been feeling better than ever. I am happier, positive, stronger. I am not stressed out or constantly negative anymore. Being with that person did me more harm than good. I am glad that I decided to move on and work on focusing on myself. I have opened my eyes and my heart. I have learned to accept myself and my past events. I feel at peace with myself. I no longer need to put up with negativity. I will keep thinking only positive thoughts no matter how difficult the situation may be. I will not let myself fall once again. My mistake was depending on the wrong person in order to find happiness. I just ended up losing myself to someone who walked all over me. Nobody should ever make others feel bad just to make themselves feel superior and good about them.

I now smile more often. I laugh more. I no longer cry myself to sleep. I no longer feel that I have to change to please others. I am slowly picking up the pieces and putting my life together again. I have finished my Bachelor's degree in nursing with cum laud. Soon I will take the nursing state test (dunno how it's called?) and eventually find a job. I cannot wait to move on and find a better future.

I now find things to focus on to distract my mind. I have been watching anime (something I never did before), crocheting, reading more often, exercising, cooking, etc. So far it has been working fine. I love who I have become. Thank you mom for giving me strength.

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