Jul. 11th, 2015 09:49 pm
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Title: Missing
Characters: Sadira & Kai
Note: Completely fictional and original characters. Story based on actual feelings.

Sadira stands on the rooftop and looks down at the city below. So many lights brighten up the night. She can see people still walking along the streets, lovers passing by holding hands and laughing. Her heart aches, the sadness evident on her face. She missed him. She missed the man who had stolen her heart at the tender age of 16.

A faint smile spreads across her lips as she remembered those days with her beloved Kai. Her stomach turned into knots the first time she had seen him. He was tall with long black hair and dark eyes. He was the 'bad boy' type, his body covered in tattoos and piercings. She always saw him as a walking canvas. His attitude was that of a jokester, but even though he was a reckless troublemaker, he was always kind to her. He would always be there for her when she needed him, always made her laugh when she needed a pick-me-up. She thought they would always remain together, yet fate had a different plan.

Sadira sat at the ledge of the building, looking up at the star-filled night-sky. Her and Kai would come up here to look at the stars. They would lay there without speaking a word, their bodies doing all of the talking for them. She bit her lower lip and felt her face flush as she remembered those moments. Kai had made feel safe, he made her feel whole.

She stood up to leave when she heard a faint noise. Looking around trying to find the source of the sound, she could see nothing but darkness. "It must me my imagination" she said to herself. Suddenly, the silhouette of a person comes into sight. They were tall and slender, and they were walking towards her.

Sadira tensed, her body not wanting to budge from where it stood. As the figure comes into sight, her heart pounds faster in her chest. She couldn't do much to conceal the smile on her face. It was him and he looked as beautiful as ever. "Do you miss me as much as I've missed you?" His voice was the same as she'd remembered: calm and soothing. She tries to speak but nothing comes out. Instead, she stands there silently watching as Kai comes closer to her. "So did you?" he asks again, the ever so present smirk on his lips. He looks into her eyes, patiently awaiting an answer. All Sadira could do was nod a yes to him.

Kai stands in front of her, his warm breathe on her skin. He slowly wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her closer to his body. She gives in easily, laying her head on his chest. He lowers his head and kisses her forehead, whispering softly to her "I love you, Sadira. I've always have and always will."

She smiles and looks up at him, standing on her tippy-toes to place a soft kiss on his lips, "So do I."

First Sight

Jul. 8th, 2015 12:40 am
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She sits at the table looking through the newspaper while patiently waiting for her drink. Slowly, her gaze moves upwards towards him. He sits alone at the bar, his eyes looking down at his glass, his thoughts lost within the liquid. He looks lonesome, hopeless. He seems to be waiting for someone or something that will never come.

Deep down her heart aches for him. All she can do is watch him and give silent comfort. Her drink arrives. The waitress smiles and says something that falls on deaf ears. She lifts the glass to her lips and takes a sip, the taste is bitter to her mouth. Is it because she is saddened by his presence? She knows not except that she wishes to hold him closely. Suddenly he rises, walking towards the exit. His eyes fall on hers, a half smile on his face as he walks past her.

That night all she could think about was the lonely stranger at the bar. She falls asleep, smiling to herself as she dreams about something she can never have.

So Sorry

Jun. 23rd, 2015 12:31 pm
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Terribly sorry for the lack of updates here. Our internet service has been real shit lately. We've been having issues since the 14th of June and these people have the worst customer service now since they switched companies. Hopefully today a technician will come and check the lines (which I doubt). Also, we have no power, yay! The service has been out since 4 pm yesterday and nothing yet. I tried calling them all day yesterday but the call wouldn't get through. I guess they decided to not pick up the phones. They can't be bothered to do much because they hate their job, apparently. It took me an hour in a half to get through to them today. Supposedly they're fixing the problem. I think not. I despise this island and the horrible government we have.

Anyways, about to eat lunch I guess. Not sure what to cook yet. But I have to eat something or else I'm going to feel sick since my glucose levels have been spiking low lately. Doctor said I should eat 6 times a day: 3 meals and 3 snacks. I'm trying but I can't eat if I'm not hungry. Yesterday I had a nutella frozen yogurt and I was sick afterwards. I'm not sure what happened, but I was throwing up most of the afternoon thanks to that. At least I felt a lot better in the evening and was able to do my exercises without a problem.

Yesterday I received my three subscription boxes! I got from Loot Crate, 1Up Box and Kawaii Box. The Loot Crate and 1Up box had great goodies. I wasn't signed up for Loot Crate, however I did win one box from Dlive's charity stream. I don't really like Loot Crate since the stuff that comes in the boxes don't interest me. This box was amazing though. I may consider subscribing sometime later. The only box that was a little disappointing was the Kawaii Box. I don't think it's worth the price for what comes inside. Lots of cute things, but they can be bought elsewhere for cheaper. I did order a second box though and I hope it was just a bad month for them. I hope...I made a reviews blog where I will try to review stuff from now on. I am no expert at writing a beautiful, amazing review but I will give my honest opinion on stuff and put up pictures. You can find my new blog here.

I guess I'll post up pictures from my past 1Up Boxes since I got the stuff together and took some photos of them (by some I mean a lot). This way you guys can get an idea of what awesome goodies come in them each month.

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Here is my review for the June 2015 Loot Crate box. I believe the theme was Cyber. A lot of awesome goodies in this box. When I first subscribed to Loot Crate about a year ago, it wasn't too good so I unsubbed. However, I haven't subscribed again. This  box was actually a gift from Dlive22891 (the YouTuber) during his Charity livestream for St. Jude's Children's Hospital. Those who donated to the cause would be entered for a giveaway and I actually won (I never win anything). Anyways, I'm not sure if I will subscribe to this box again. The price for Loot Crate is $19.95/month. By the way, I am terribly sorry for the awful pictures. I took them at night with a not so good camera. However, I will take better ones next time.

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Here is my review for the May Kawaii Box (even though I received it today, I swore it was the June box). This is my first time reviewing anything, so I hope you find this useful. I'm going to be completely honest about this box. It's cute (obviously, kawaii) and the items inside are super adorable and I will probably keep them, although some of them I may give away or sell since I don't really use stationary items. However, this box could be a lot better for the price of $18.90/month. I was a little disappointed, but I will give it another go and signed up for a second box. Hopefully, it will be better. Anyways, here are the stuff inside this little box.

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