Still confused about a lot of things. Sometimes I wish I could hide in a corner and just be lost to my thoughts. I'm happier living in a little fantasy then the real world. At least I feel better about myself there and I don't need to worry about anything. I wish I was alone. I just realized why I despise being in a relationship. It just doesn't click. It just doesn't work for me. And that is what happens when you don't love yourself. It's impossible to love someone else. That, and being with someone just annoys me.